hope that it'll be a be start next year...
having Os next year...hols ending soon.i hope to put de past behind me n begin a new start

Hols finally here but it's ending soon...left few more weeks..lookin forward to camp next week:)
Idk y the more i try to forget him the more i miss him..stupid guy..
Anyways today went to church den got caught in the rain and there we sort of adopted a child the diff cells..den we had to make a gift box to give them for their christmas presents:)after that went to find mel they all..den slack for awhile den go home..:)

haiz...wrong choices made..regrets...y can't anyone understand me...can't anyone tell that i'm calling out for help?that deep down insde i'm crying n drowning in my own tears?u made me hate u u made me feel hurt u made me learn not to trust...

Scripture:Matthew 11

Observation:-he who is least in the kingdom of heaven is greater then he

-Forceful men lay hold of the kingdom of heaven
-Jesus is gentle and humble,we can find rest in Him
-We are to learn from Him

Application:If we wan to be disciples of God,we must be prepared to humble ourselves.We must be forceful(violent) in order to take ground in the kingdom of heaven.we must be like Jesus(gentle n humble).

Lol...U ask me to get out of ur sight y dun u get out of mine?Anyway i'm happy now...Ltr gg out with corina n mel at tm there...if not at home so damn sian...n horh all those hu hate me rite dun come c my blog le lorh...bcus i wun spend time to write about u all anymore la...Now at home do Ms goh de hw den tmr morning 8am meet shimin in sch go do ic den go for dance.ytdy went to watch coming soon walau keep on cover eyes scared like dunno wat like that...my sis de fren oso scared den both of us keep on screaming...ltr go out come home le den do qt.stupid maths hw so much to do n i onli did 2 questions...left 138 qeustions dunno when den can do finish.

Haiz...so boring.Sis everytime go out drink one den tmr goin jogging wit her.morning go church first.den after tat dunno wan do wat.haha today go church last minute do mmm den so many mistakes.after tat got cell den share about the visions of our cell the goals and everything.den from now on i hav to read at least two chap of the bible to catch up with the rest of them.super duper long nvr read alr la...my kor oso haha den now both of us trying to read.(And i realise that not having a bestie is the best thing bcus every single one of ur bestie will hurt u in a way or another n i learn nvr to trust in anyone.Seriously la i'm really afraid to trust anyone fully le lorh...i put my trust in them rite den end up wat happen?i got hurt...Haiz...or mayb is i dao mei bah...everytime kena tis type of thing.In sch they dare not do anything outside sch they dare...u all say ppl humji should b u all humji bah...i tot u all say u all hate humji ppl?u urselves are the ones hu are humji lorh cansss....one person dare not do anything to me together onli wah so gungho but to tell u de truth are i dun feel anything lorh...if i wan i oso can do bac de same as wat u did to me.jus tat i haven reach my patience limit yet...Sry are any attempts that u tried to get me more hurt failed miserably mayb i shall fake hurt next time let u c den u feel shuang....dun nid to so zhi bei wan try to make me more hurt?try harder la horh...i'm so sry tat our friendship is over...regreted treating you so well den it ends up like that...to think that we even planned that on my 18 bdae go shopping wit u,on ur 18 bdae u go clubbing wit me.21 bdae open chalet for both our bdaes on 23 nov the date in between both our bdaes.21 to 23 earn enough money den buy house den stay together.if anyone change number or move house we will tell each other...haha...mayb we should not have tot so far ahead cause all that is not goin to happen now...after this i've really grown up...i hope that one day u will too...but i dun really care if u grow up anot cause it's none of my business anymore.Jus hope that u wun get into any trouble lorh...You are not the person i used to no...not the person i used to hang out with...now i c u i onli pity u n hate u for what u are...)[If you happen to read this i think you should no hu u r la dun nid me to write ur BIG name here n destroy my blog]

stupid vvong ytdy i went to hg point eat wit vv mok n jj den suay suay saw them there...den after tat dun care them den ltr they eat finish le den bcus i sittin bside the tap they go wash hand den vv ong splash water on me...fucker sia...chi bao mei shi zhuo(eat full got nothin do).actually wan take my coke pour on her de den i dun wan waste my money on this type of ppl.nothin btr to do go fuck ur melvin baobao la horh...den today go dance den do nothin there jus keep on repeating the same thing over n over boring like hell...